Validation and Attention
I don't think I have the "time" or energy to write anymore. I just don't want to write and I'm not sure. Some day I get a creative rush that I most definitely 9 times out of 10 ignore.
"I hate my life" said every pampered middle class person ever. Maybe I am just a spoiled brat in the end. I deserve nothing but still I feel like I deserve everything in the world because I actually love my life and myself and honestly- I only don't when I'm depressed because I keep looking at the screen trying to escape reality. Seeking for validation in a place so desolate.. It's just stupid.
Everyday for a period of my life not so long ago, I used to stink up a place on Roblox called "Vent - Hangout and Chill" with my presence. "How?" you might ask my friend, it's called "Being Obnoxious". I would spam emojis and be overly dramatic with my wording. Laughing in game at something not even funny.