I HATE EVERYONE
The night is spent talking to another person online; The night is spent talking to the same person online; The night is spent spending the entire day talking to another person online: The night is spent talking to another person online. The night is spent talking to another person online.
I hate myself, I hate everyone.
The next night is spent self-loathing.
Love me, love me, love me, love me, LOVE ME.
Those who love me. They deserve nothing. They love a mere shell. They must hate themselves, I hate those that love me.
Leave the skeleton of the sheep I once wore. I skin myself alive.
How terrifying, how ironic, how disgusting.
I.. a mere.. sheep?
I want to dig my heart out I want to dig my heart out. I want to dig my heart out.
I'm not okay I'm not okay, LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME. I LOVE YOU. LOVE ME BACK.
I hate those who are healthy, I hate those who have more, I hate those who have less, I hate those unhealthier than me.
Those who bow down to me will meet their demise, those who stare down at me will meet their inevitable demise.
I hate everyone, I hate everyone, I hate everyone. I am everyone, I am everyone, I am just like everyone else. I hate myself I hate myself. And I hope nobody I know reads my blogs. I hate myself I hate myself.
My heart is skinned.. my mind is numb.. everything is ... Nothing a dream of some sort. I feel everything.. what is everything, what is anything. I see nothing and I hear nothing, yet that is everything to me..